Thursday, June 10, 2010

Summer

the school year of 2009-2010 is finally over. the drama, the homework, the detention and waking up early.
am i happy? yes and no.
it's not that i hated school but i'm not a morning person. i love waking up at 12:30 in the afternoon and just entertaining myself.
no because the fact all my friends were there. the guy i love was there. he's a senior and he's graduating, it's going to hurt not being able to see him everyday next year but the times i get to see him during the summer will make up for it. <3
my favorite summer has been 2009. i don't know why exactly but they are days i'd love to relive. though a lot of them caused me pain, it got me to where i am now. i'm not lost in life, i'm just not sure where i'm going yet. summer is the one time i don't have to hide. i can be who i am. i don't have no dress code. i can stay up as long as i want and wake up as late as i want. i'll spend time with my best friends and him<3.
my pool parties are one thing i look forward to and the fairs. i love them<3
the fairs are probably my favorite part. i can get away from my parents hang out with my friends and sometimes i can make new friends, i have before. :)
summer days are the best days of my life and i plan to enjoy them as much as i can<3

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

drama

everyone hates it. but i'll admit i secretley enjoy it. i do hate it but i also like going through it cuz it only just makes me stronger. life is full of drama, so are the people in my life. you may say your life will never be hectic, or crazy but that's where your wrong. i thought the same thing. i came to high school and that's where the drama began 4 me. it seems to me though that the drama starts more near the end of the year before summer break than it does in the first few days. the only reason i enjoy it is because i can get my points across. i don't often hold back to what i'm saying and when i'm giving a reason to say it then i'm going to. no one really seems to understand what drama really does but i think i do. i see past the big things and i notice the little things. i'm very philisophical about alota things and i love it. i make up my own quotes, mottos, and rules 4 me to live by. no one else does. drama, all it does it makes you stronger. it helps you face everything that's going to get thrown your way. you learn things about yourself that you never knew before. high school is where the major drama begins, sure high school can be pretty cool sumtimes but wen i have to sit and kno the next day things are goin 2 happen thats where i start losin interest. though other people dispise it and wish it wud end, i enjoy it, praise it, and hope more comes my way (: