the other day i was tellin' jon that this year i really needed to focus so the year after durin' my senior year i can graduate. i've never really put much effort in2 school but it's my last 2 years and i need to start focusing. i'm not worried about my future but i'm also not that sure about it.
i don't know where i'm goin' in my life; it's not that i'm lost it's just my compass hasn't pointed in that direction yet. it just keeps spinning and spinning. until it does finally stop i'm just goin to follow where my heart tells me to go. i'm a follower not a leader, i just want to have a bright future ahead even if i'm not the brightest person.
there are many things i know i want to do with my life. the only two that really gets me is a poet and a singer. animal cop i pretty much had to cross off my list cause i know i'll never get there.
my future isn't bright, but it's not dull, i can still see a little bit of a shine. i've always been the crazy, wild, not caring kind of girl but i'm smart enough to know when i need to start finally settling down. i don't like bein mature but it's something inside me that clicks and makes me act it.
even though my compass is still spinning and spinning, whatever direction it stops, i'm sure it's goin to point me where i belong(:
Saturday, July 17, 2010
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