Junior Year 2010-2011

so tonite was the open house. i met my teachers and learned more about the class. it seems so impossible that i'm a junior. my sophomore year flew by and it's just mind-boggling that school is startin again.

This year 2010-2011 i think is guna b n ok year....i hope it can be a great year. My teachers seemed good but one, i don't think i'm going to like her. I'm going to have too buckle down alot more this year and it's going to suck . I don't know how i'm goin to handle this year and a graduated boyfriend. i'm not going to lose him. I know school should be more important and it kinda is but still....he had to graduate the same year we met :( lol. anyway, i don't know how this year is going to be but i think once i get into the middle of it i'll get the hang of everything and it will be good. I'm scared idk y lol. I'm in the JUNIOR year of my high school year and it seems so impossible to me. like i still can't wrap my brain around it. Just like 2 more years and i graduate.

there are things that take forever to sink it and i know this definitley will. my freshman and sophmore year just flew by ahha. ok i'm going to stop talkin about that and make my predictions for this year.

I'm going to get caught in drama :/
i'm going to have a great week
i'm going to have a bad week
some one is going to start rumors

i know these things are going to happen cuz they always do lol. i just hope the last few years of my high school year can be good :D

Judging Someone

so i suscribed to someone on youtube. Nichole337. she has down syndrome but she sings. she's not bad. i like listeinin' 2 her sing cuz i think it's adorable. until i look at the comments. they're horrible. i do not understand at all why people would tease someone for something they can't help. i'm a nice person. i don't like judging anyone because i understand we're supposed to be different but we're all people and we all have feelings. The one's who act big and bad and make others look up to them, are the ones who are really insecure. I don't get it though. I mean, those comments seriously made me wish i could do something i mean i know i'll probably never meet those people but it irritates me. i've been teased bascially all my life and i've grown used to it well sort of. i've had to deal with a lot of pain and i think that's what makes me not do it to others. Nobody deserves to be made fun of. We're all different but the same and red is the only color in our viens.I  wish no one had to be teased because at the time the teaser or bully might not think about it but teasing can cause sucide, cutting, and emotional problems for someone. It's more than just words. Some people really do take it to heart and in the end they cut, or kill themselves which is wrong. The person that teased then decides to feel bad about it, i wish it would stop. I wish i could do something about it but i wouldn't know where to begin. There is NO excuse for someone to be teased. So they're not model size, so they're not popular, or megan fox pretty but that does NOT mean they're NOT human or don't have feelings because everyone does. Some people take out their problems on others. Makin others feel bad boosts their confidence and makes them feel better but it will never really solve what's bothering them.  I go to Nichole337s new videos and it dont take long 4 a lot of comments to be on there. They just keep gettin' worst and it sucks for me cuz i can't say anything to all those people. Teasing/Bullying is NOT a joke and i don't think some people understand that, but i'm smart enough too. I don't like to sit back and watch other people get teased, i like being able to say something. Even if i don't know them, i'm going to watch out for them. It may be joking for you, but to that person it could lead to the end of their lives so watch what you say, because in the end, it's going to turn around and bite you.